Haha yea. Im changing my layout [b]again[/b]. Never be satisfied. lol. But ill do it Monday... I have the song first cut is the deepest stuck in my head all day! I dunt like Sheryl Crowe that much but yea. Thats why I have this song up.. I went on google lookin for some html codes and I got like a thousand links to all these neat things all put up later. Goin to the movies tommorro and probolly going back to the mall on Sunday but its ganna be a slow borin weekend.
Ok haha lately ive been thinking about God. If I believe if hes real or w/e. I grew up believing in him or was told too when I was lil. Yuh cant see him or theres no proof of him. Besides the bible,which is just written stuff, there is no proof of him. Im just tryin to be realistic. I just dont know if I believe in *him*. I went to a catholice school all my life except half of last year. But im goin back to a catholic school next year. Maybe spending some time away from a catholic school made me think if hes real or not. I dont want to spend my whole life worshiping something thats not real. Were born. We live. We die. My mom tells me to pray to God and he will help me. He wont help me. How the hell is something thats not real help you? I quit praying and going to church the last couple of months. My mom hates me for not going. I dont know if hes real or not. I dont if I should belive in him. I just dont want to waste my life. I can not belive priest adn nuns dedicate their lives to God. A priest cant get married or have a family or anythin. They waste their lives talking about the same things over and over again. When we die and their is a god..what about all the other peoples religions. Shit I dunno.
Your Inner Eye Color Is Blue
You've got the personality of a blue eyed women
You're intense and expressive - and always on the go
You've also got a sweet, playful side - which draws men in
Heres a phone call that Jonathan <33 and Kaley Cuoco made to Ramiro of JAM'N 94-5 on Feb 13th, 2004.> If you go to [url=http://jttarchive.net/]link[/url] in bold it says Latest news...under it is a link that says click here. Click it to hear it.
Haha well Codys music isnt working or something cuz its not playing any of the songs today... I went shoppin today! ^^ love goin shoppin! I got a cute leapord bikini at [url=http://debshops.com/home/]DeB[/url] .
I got this really hot necklace. It has pink and black stones in the middle <3>I also go thise black and white shirt . Its cute. Haha I look good in black. Makes me wanna dye my hair black and turn gothic or punk. Hehe that be awsome with black streaks in my hair.^_^
I went to the food court and there were those people that give you free samples of food. I tryed this amazing sample of something. It was[b] so[/b] good. I got this huge piece of pizza and breadsticks. Came home took a shower Rich came over ate some grilled hamburgers and straighten my hair. I put on some purfume and lotion that smells really good. Haha I feel so girlie right now. I smell like fresh. I love that smell. lol. Im wearing my mini jean skirt and my new black shirt with the necklace. <33>Im ganna go to this camp next to my house on tuesdays and Thursdays. There having this art thing there so im ganna go and check it out tommorro. Rented two movies on Wednesday and I still havent got a chance to watch em. When I was at the mall at one store they had these glass winodws that stuck out in front and in the windows were pets. There were these really cute pupies that were sleeping. They were like a brown and black and were so cute <3 >When I was at Old Navy in the fitting rooms I walked in and this girl walked write pass me then turned around and smiled. I was like why the fuck are you smiling at me( haha didnt say that out loud) but when i was leavin the store I realized she goes to the school im going to next year. Anyways..Im getting my hair cut next weekend cuz I got soo many split ends. I love watching blind date or elimidate at night. Waiting for one of them to come on cuz all that is on is Friends and that shows gay.
-sits and waits-
[i] No man is worth your tears and the only one who is will never make you cry[/i]
Yeah I went to Queeny. On my bike. It was 5 miles there 5 miles back. I missed Queeny and kept on goin. i rode my bike total for 11 friggen miles!! My dad was pissing me off and was ganna make me go to that party so I left. . Soooooo... I [b]almost[/b] died. 3 times. haha.... I almost dehydrayted.I dunno how to spell dehydrated but o well. I stopped at a aldis on the way back and asked for a phone and I said I had no money so the cashier let me use her celly. [i]And[/i] my mom didnt come to pick me up. I was gone for 4 hours riding my bike down manchester! Still my mom didnt care. Shes likes Hayley u need a tan go sit outside. Mom I was outside for 4 hours on a bike so fuck off. My dad is pissed at me. I was yellin at him bout being selfish and crap cuz I really didnt want to go with him so when I left he said hes changing the tickets or some bullshit and that im not ganna go to California. Screw him that costs more money to change and hes flat out broke. So it doesnt matter what he says im going. Haha.. im a negative person. No.. I dont care. bleh bad day. Tommorros ganna be so much betta cuz im probolly ganna go ova to Shara's and do sumthing wit her. Haha Bre had this in her profile *im a booty shakin*heart breakin*mad hott*neva stop*short skirt*luv 2 flirt*tyte jeans*curvy hips*glossed lips*high class*nice ass*bangin style*sexxy smile*luscious thighs*candy eyes*temptin lips*killa kiss** Tell me can u handle this?
-[i]have u eva just sat n cried all because the one you love lied have u ever wondered y should i try when all that guy does is make me cry
have u ever just played your part even though u knew he'd been cheatin on u from da start have u eva loved somebody in every way to da point u didn't know what to say
have u ever just came apart because the one u loved played with ur heart have u eva wished upon a star but that wish never went very far
have u eva laid down at night and thought why did i start that stupid fight have u eva felt used and all this time been confused
have u eva felt like giving up when u had ur gurlz beside u alwayz cheering u up r u tired of writing ur 1st name with his last knowing it will neva last...[/i]-
My parents are being totall asses. My dads going to some gay birthday party and wants me to go. Yeah dad im ganna go watch you and your friends get drunk while I have to sit and play with the effin babies.No. Thats not happening. Then theres my mom. Fuck her. I hate her. I want to go to the mall and she wont effin drop me off. God I cant wait till I can drive. One more year. God my mom goes yeah all take yuh if u clean the house. So wtf I clean it. then she goes in my room and is like oh Hayley clean ur room up! and Hayley whys the iron on?? Hayley make ur bed! Hayley why arnt you doing anything?? Hayley make my bed! Hayley go get the bowls outside! Hayley! Hayley! Hayley!! So I told her to shut the fuck up and shes like omg Hayley why do I have such a horrible child? Why I didn't do [b]anything [/b]! Yeah mom fuck you thats god damn right you didnt do anything for me! God shes a effin acholic and sits in bed with her fat ass watching Tv. God I hate her! Im pissed off now. I just wanna go to Queeny and relax but no. I cant ride my bike over there cuz its 7 miles away. One more damn year till I can drive!
Yeah it was a long night. My dog Hunter had one of his seisors last night... I could tell he was suffering. I love him. But I think if it gets worse we might have to put him to sleep.
*Just another thing added to my depressing life*
Nuffins happening today but im going shopping later till then im ganna lay out and get a tan.<3>0.o -lylab-
Music:Guns N' Roses- Dont cry [i] You laugh because im different...I laugh because your all the same.
So I went with the frost and glow stuff and it worked great. I wanted my brown hair just with highights. Well my mom went happy and now I am totally blonde. lol. Its shiny and blonde. [b]blonde[/b]. On the left side in the front its like a really lighter strip of blonde. Its too blonde. I dont know if I like it. I dont hate it. But I dunno. When I look in the mirror I see a differant person. lol. I dont want to start saying emo stuff so ima shut up. I read another book and layed outside and got really sun burnt on my legs. I just got back from a bike ride and before I left I put my hair up and there was this big whiteish blonde strip all the way back. Its [b]too[/b] much blonde so I might put it back.
*Listning to strokes*
2 more months till California! I was lookin for a background on google and typed in hearts and this one popped up [url=http://islandartist.tblog.com...]IslandArtsit[/url] did a portrait of me.
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I am a catholic girl on the outside! Thanks island! I love it!
